And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
[ Hollywood Undead - Black Dahlia ]
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
[ Hollywood Undead - Black Dahlia ]
SO YEAH. I haven't posted on this thing in awhile. I kind of forgot about it, but kind of didn't. Does that make any sense?
ANYWAY.
Dan and I went to Oklahoma from the 11th to the 19th so I could see my famz down there and so he could meet my mom. The day we left, our flight was supposed to leave at 12:35 PM and it was a direct flight. We get to the airport ten till 12, get our luggage checked, go through security but it takes FOREVER because they had to do some test on the PS3 to make sure it wasn't a bomb. That took, like, 5 minutes. We get out of security at 12:15 and haul ass to get to the gate. We get there at 12:25 and the lady at the desk tells us the door is closed, the plane is gone, it's too bad and we have to rebook. I look out the window behind her and the plane was STILL THERE. Dan asks if there's anyway we can get on because all she had to do was open the damn door because the plane was STILL THERE. She said there's nothing she can do too, tough luck, go rebook. I'm about to go crazy, Dan IS going crazy, and the lady is just like, "Oh well. Not my problem." She tells me to go to the help desk thingy and rebook, I turn around and leave and say, "This is just FUCKING GREAT. Bitch." People gave me looks, but I didn't care. Dan was screaming a bunch of obsenitites and getting on the phone with his mom who, in turn, was also pissed off when she found out what happened. I go to the the help desk thing.. whatever it was.. with Dan following me, but then he turned around and went back to the gate to yell at that bitch of a woman again. I don't know what he said, but he told me he was this close to jumping over the desk and strangling that woman.
So, after standing around and talking to both of our mom's, we go to another gate and ask one of the ladies there for help since that other woman was being a bitch and wouldn't help us at all. The other lady rebooks us for a flight to Atlanta. No more direct flights. Time passes, blah blah blah, we get to Atlanta and have to wait 2 hours for our other flight. We finally get on that flight and get to Arkansas and by that time, Dan was beyond pissed off... and I was paying for it. We got into a huge argument and continued arguing from the time before we got off the plane and into the airport. Our luggage had gotten on the plane we were supposed to have been on originally so we had to go to the airline desk. There was no one there. There was a guy at American Airlines, but he said he couldn't help us since he wasn't a Delta worker. Dan went off the on the guy, the guy freaked out and was like "Okay. OKAY. Let me see if I can find someone." He jumps away from the AA desk, runs over to Delta, and grabs someone so they can give us our luggage. The people at the AA desk were talking about getting security or something.
We finally get our luggage with all of this happening in front of my mom and her boyfriend. I was just like, "Yep. Great first impression." But my mom didn't seem bothered. In fact, I think she was amused. After all of that mess is done with, we head on out and while passing fields of cows, Dan would open the window and moo at them. I'm not talking about a simple "Moo", I'm talking about a loud, obnoxious moo. He would scream it at them. The first time he did that, he freaked my mom out. It was pretty funny. xD Anywho, my brother and sister were down for the summer as well, but my brother didn't know I was coming. There was a reason for this. He can't stand me and if my mom had told him in June that I was coming in July, he would have bitched and moaned every single day until I got there. My mom figured she'd wait until the last minute so she wouldn't have to listen to his whining. He didn't seem thrilled when I got there. BUT OH WELL.
Isaac came by on 13th with Damien and it was a little... awkward and tense because Isaac had threatened to shoot Dan and blah blah blah over the phone. Dan threatened to beat the shit out of him over the phone. There was a lot of threatening done over the phone. Dan had talked about kicking Isaac's ass the moment we got to Oklahoma. My mom made him promise that he would keep his cool, but if Isaac made a move (i.e. hit Dan), then he was allowed to defend himself. Isaac gets there with his brother (who he brought as "protection" or something.. something about his brother keeping Isaac from fighting.. as if that was going to happen). It was all pretty weird. If Dan was inside, Isaac would go outside. If Dan was outside, Isaac would go inside. He didn't want to be in the same room as Dan. He wouldn't make eye contact with him, wouldn't say anything... it was kind of amusing, really, since he talked a lot of game over the phone, but when in person... it's a whole 'nother story. Isaac tried to get me alone two times, but Dan sent my mom and her boyfriend out to watch and interfere if he tried anything. I never found out what he wanted to say and I kind of wondered why he wanted to get me alone anyway. It's not like we had anything to discuss with each other. Isaac didn't say for long, maybe two hours at the most, and we about got into an argument before he left. My mom took us both outside and started lecturing us. Isaac was starting to piss me off and I started to tear up. Dan was at the door watching and when he saw my eyes well out, he burst out the door, walked up to me and looked me in the eye, whipped around to Isaac and was like, "You make her cry, asshole?" and Isaac was like, "NO. NO." Then my mom stepped in and said she did it, though that was a lie, and Dan turned to me pretty much shaking with anger. I just rubbed his back and told him it'd be fine. He went down off the deck and stood there the rest of the time until Isaac mentioned something, then I mentioned him not giving up my PS3. Isaac went on about how I never paid any of the bills, never helped out with anything, etc. That was all a lie. I paid some bills and I helped out A LOT. My parents even helped. Dan heard me talking about the PS3, turned to Isaac and said, "It's her's." Isaac started to saying something, but Dan interrupted with another "It's hers.", only this time it was a little louder. Isaac started to say something again and Dan screamed the same thing at him again and it looked like he was about to jump up on the deck and tackle Isaac. My mom's boyfriend stepped in then and took Dan away to walk it off while my mom started to talk about the whole PS3 situation. Isaac was originally going to give it back to me since it was mine and I paid for it, but then he decided he wasn't going to. We had been arguing about it for awhile and he told me if I gave him the money I owed him, which was 2 grand, he would give me the PS3. I didn't owe him jack shit. He told me he wasn't giving it to me since I never paid any bills (a lie), then my mom stepped in again and said he never paid any bills while we were living with her. She got him there. He then proceeded to rant about other stuff, but I don't remember what it was. I know he said "It's hard to get over you, especially when you're wearing THAT." I was like, "Wtf is wrong with what I'm wearing?" All I was wearing was a bikini top and a pair of shorts because it was in the triple digits down there. My mom came back with a, "Don't even start with how girls dress. They can wear whatever they want." Isaac was running out of things by then, so I think it all ended after another couple of minutes and he went inside. My mom and I went over to Dan, who was still p/oed, and he ended up walking up the hill and turning into the Hulk. He just had to scream for a couple of minutes and he was good.
The next few days were a little better.. sort of. Sometime after that whole incident, my dad said that if Isaac was going to be like that over the PS3, then he wanted the tv he paid for and the money he gave us for bills back. I told Isaac about that in a text and he replied with a "Sign over your rights for Damien and you can have the PS3." I was like WHAT. THE. FUCK. Exchange my kid for a PS3? I don't think so. I may not be the best parent ever, but I wasn't going to do that. I let Dan know about that and he got on the phone with Isaac and pretty much told him he was a dead man. Isaac called my mom and they talked for awhile. I don't know how she did it, but she managed to talk Isaac into giving me the PS3. She told me Isaac and I were not allowed to speak to each other unless it had to do with Damien and we were not allowed to see each other. She would pick Damien up when I was down there and she would drop him off, or Isaac's parents would pick him up. That was fine with me.
SO. After all of that INSANITY, Dan and I get into an argument while at my cousin's house. I'm not going to go into details since this blog is long enough as it is, but it eventually blew over. The next day, however, we got into another argument at my cousin's house again. It was so STUPID. I was eating a bagel and chatting with my cousin in the kitchen when Dan came back from the store. He had bought some ice cream for me and handed it to me. I said no thanks in a regular tone. He was like, "Whatever. I try to do something nice for you and you shoot me down. I'm not doing anything nice again." I was just like, "Wtf? All I said was no thanks.." He said I had said it in a bitchy tone, which was a lie. It may have sounded a little weird since I had food in my mouth, but it wasn't "bitchy." He gets pissed off and I tell him I'm just going to ignore me. He tells me I couldn't ignore him even if I tried. Before that, he had crumpled up the paper bag, said "He shoots", threw the bag at my head and got it, then said "He scores." That's when I told him I was ignoring him. He comes over to me and gets about a centimeter away from my face and blows in my ear. I whip around, push him out of the way and tell him to leave me alone. He gets even more pissed off and says, "You want me to leave? Fine. I'll fucking leaving you alone for the rest of your life." and walks out the door. My cousin and I are just like WHAT. THE. FUCK. We go off into her room after a little while and start to talk about him. I basically tell her everything that has gone on with the two of us, how it's like back in Ohio, etc. etc. She goes to get Dan after awhile and brings him into the room so we can all talk. It was kind of bad at first, but with my cousin there talking, too, it eventually got better. All the cards were laid out on the table.
Things are a lot better with Dan and I now. My cousin should be a couples therapist. Seriously. We've had a few little spats since we got back from Oklahoma, but we got over them fast. Oh, we're also moving to Oklahoma within the next couple of months. It's kind of funny because Dan was all, "OMG. I'm going to hate it down there. It's going to suck. It's going to be stupid." etc. etc. and now he's desperate to move down there. He says it's more his setting because he's always preferred the woods/county to the city. He can't stand it here in Ohio. People hate him and he hates the people here. His allergies were nearly nonexistant when we where in Oklahoma, but now they're back. He actually wants to quit smoking now and be... better? He says moving to Oklahoma will allow him to have a new start. So we're moving in with my momma. I can go back to school, yay. 8D
And... my fingers are kind of cramped, so I'm going to leave it at that. xD
